Ako lang ba? Or is it just that I'm still in college and the MLM community is normal to be this difficult to navigate?

For context, I'm from an LGBT-dominated university in Manila. I could describe myself as someone who are far better in socializing with straight or bisexual people but always seem to have difficulty in socializing with gay people. This is not to be a "pick me" situation because I hope it doesn't come off as that. But the thing is, it seems like all the gays I meet are all Twitter users who actively participate in social interactions like mindlessly cancelling people, having a superiority complex, making the girlboss attitude their personality, very regina george ang atake kumbaga. And it's so difficult because everybody seems to have this notion na gays who go to Nectar, Drag shows, or even stan certain celebrities, are perceived as main characters.

But I don't want to date a main character. I don't have anything against gays who go to Nectar or Pop Up (Even though Pop Up is known to have lots of cheaters) or watch or participate with Drag. I really don't. It's just that it really isn't for me. And I'm starting to dislike these "main characters" because nagiging generic na yung ugali. You know the typical "I'm gay and I'm more popular so ako yung tama" And it's so difficult to navigate friendships and relationships in a community where almost every gay I meet are exactly like that!

Up to this day, I haven't met a gay who is not a main character or someone who makes the Regina George personality their personality.

Adding to the fact na almost all the gays are connected or have either fucked each other na at this point. It's so difficult kasi I want to find someone genuine, find someone organically, someone who isn't out there actively trying to be a main character in the community. And nakaka-op because everybody seems to focus on the aesthetics, which in my experiencing being a former best friend of a main character, it was superficial and fake. Na parang if you do not have the generic glass skin, you are automatically ugly.

Ako lang ba?