Hi!

I'm a third year Psychology student na pagod na. I really want to take a break from everybody much like I did before entering college. Basically, I wiped out all my socmed traces and ghosted everybody. That isolated me socially which was good kasi I had a sense of individuality for a short period of time and was able to reel back a bit. Another reason why I had to erase everything is because I felt like everybody knew me personally and I hated that. I didn't have any solid group of friends. But now in my third year, I have three solid friend groups.

But,

I can't help but want to erase everything again and start off new somewhere else. But at the same time, I know I will grow up with those three friend groups after college. It's just that I need a time off from everything and everybody's bullshit (not a negative statement) Like, I am so overwhelmed that I don't want any connections na. But at the same time, I dont wan't to self-sabotage by erasing those three friend groups forever.