Hi! LONG POST AHEAD

Okay so let me describe myself first para may idea kayo how I am sa dating. I'm a 5'5 Psychology major who LOVESSS bullying (the playfully respectful kind) my tops sa relationships (like asking mamahalin mo pa ba ako kahit di ako nabuhay shit like that) And basically the above and beyond bf na gagawin lahat para sumaya ka at hindi mag-overthink. I've experienced all tropes, minsan ako yung gago, minsan ako rin yung ginagago kaya you can imagine how understanding and open I am sa relationships.

It's just that the tops I get are the ones that have trouble in communication, ika nga ng friends ko, many guys come to me for validation because as a psych major, everybody's feelings and emotions are always valid to some extent. I just hate how I get the short end of the stick.

Like for once, ayoko na maging sugar daddy bottom. I want a boyfriend who's masculine enough to ACTUALLY be open about his thoughts and feelings. Kasi ganun ako. If I feel something be it positive or negative ASAP i-oopen up ko agad sayo kasi ayoko ma-left out ka and I want you to feel comfortable.

Pero di ko talaga alam bakit ang daming emotionally unavailable men. Like okay, gusto ko matangkad, rough, and rugged looking but jESUS personality naman sana diba?

Hays