so ayun, i (f26) came out to her a year ago that i was bi, nagmcdonalds kaming tatlong magkakapatid (all girls kami). i did it kasi my then gf wanted me to, maybe because she wanted to feel secure. pero i did it kasi i felt it in me to tell her na. at the time edi yun nga, i explained everything to her. she said okay, na as long as may work nako at kaya ko na sustentuhan mga gastos ko wala siyang issue.

after i came out to her i was more open about myself in terms of my orientation, like i can joke about it now and such, then now, a year after, yung bunso naman namin nag out sakanya, but she didnt take it the same way as when i came out to her, ayaw na raw na ganun kapatid ko. kasi sabi niya wala pa raw work kapatid ko, which i understand in a sense kasi may nililigawan si bunso.

then last week, lumabas kaming dalawa lang ng ate ko, we talked about life lately kasi malaki agwat namin sa bunso namin (f19). then ayun napagusapan namin ng ate ko yung bunso namin, then i asked her if same parin ba siya sa stand niya sa bunso namin. sabi niya oo kasi nga wala pang work saka wala naman na raw siyang magagawa. sabi ko "why are you making it sound like it's a bad thing?" tas ayun sabi niya "eh wala nako magagawa eh, kesa naman magkaroon pa ng away satin. kaya okay nalang. wala naman nakong magagawa eh" nung sinabi niya yun dedma lang ako, but now that i think about it, wala lang, medj naheartbroken ako. kasi parang naniniwala parin siya na may chance na hindi kami maging "ganito". la lang sakit lang sa end ko kasi akala ko it's the three of us siblings against the world. now idk how im gonna act around her hhahahaha la lang skl :<