it isn't for boredom, attention or even loneliness.

its the genuine need and want to fulfill a lasting beautiful connection with another soul. where we can share light, laughter, interest, ideas and love of all the things we hold dear and true. is it possible this is reciprocated without the want of fulfilling something temporary and fleeting. is there hope and the sheer possibility that finding your kindred spirit is out there waiting and seeking just as i am? i think ill always seek and explore the prospect that a lasting connection to you is out there and my faith in it will never diminish. because it is my curiosity and intuition for greater amazing things that people like you share the same longing.

ill await your response, as no response will never be to little or too minuscule. i just ask that it be genuine and kind and enough effort that gives us the equal feeling that this can be authentic and isn't wasted with empty words.

til then ill either be reading, wanting to read, drinking various and organizing my ever-flowing teas. or i might be listening to some bon iver and basking in the innocence of fluffy paws and comparing soft bellies. i might be overthinking my organization or forgetting what ingredient i needed. or just thanking the universe for simple pleasures and the beauty of of a cozy blanket and a good podcast.