I (M27) dont really know what to write/say...
I guess I should write it in my journal, but I do not know really...

I guess it started months ago. When i changed my job and i also started my second semester of uni. (From germany and working part time and studying full time...) and I choosed to do to many courses.

I started working in something like a residential care home for youths with mental diseases from 12-21, I help them in their daily life, as a social worker. They are mostly depressed as well. Also just looking for guidance. Of course some of them are having a far worse upbringing and history then I have.

I have ADHD and just atm my thoughts are running wild and i lost my structure. I guess because of shift work and uni is way to much atm or the papers are. I just dont get down to writing and i am just stuck...

i finally got a therapist and its once a week but it just started and i fell like strechted everywhere with the financal problems (not even that i guess my parents would help me) but i already got so much and i dont want to be a burden and i just want to be someones pain and i guess i just depressed and i dont get anything done...

sorry for this post... i guess just chould go to bed and call it a day and try tomorrow again..