After 2 years with my girlfriend. We broke it off and I started to let myself go. I got my old room back and I just didnt want to do anything. It wasnt until I realized that I blanked out while driving and ended up 45 mins away from my house. When I got back home I broke down and needed to make a change.

Its been 2 weeks now where I make my bed every morning, and brush my teeth. Its not much but its my start. I even did a deep clean of my room and living room for the first time. Im starting to cut out soda now and drink more water.

I know this is suppose to be basic adult things like keep your room clean, hygiene, and drink water. Im trying. I even started to eat a little more and healthier.

Im trying to better myself. Its not but its a step. Im trying to be happy again. Not for anyone but myself.