Just a scream out to the void to be forgotten but…

I’m tired of never having any money even though I have a decent paying job and don’t spurge on things.

I’m tired of housing being so insanely expensive.

I’m tired of my electric bill being the same or more as a car payment.

I’m tired of food being so stupidly priced that $200 gets barely anything.

I’m tired of being “too rich to be poor but too poor to be rich.”

I’m tired of seeing poor stray dogs and cats on the street and thinking “I wish I could do something for them.”

I’m tired of feeling like a failure as a parent to my daughter.

I’m tired of feeling like I’m not enough.

I’m tired of reading about kids being killed because they were in school or because they loved the same gender or wanted to be a different gender.

I’m tired of watching idiocy, hatred, bigotry, ignorance, and more take over.

I’m tired of seeing my country go to hell day after day, month after month, year after year.

Honestly? If it wasn’t for my kid, I would have ended things a while ago. But I have to carry on for her even though I’m tired.