I recently got a massage which was in the buff. No big deal. I've heard massages are often naked. I'm new to massages and have been getting back into shape recently after an accident so I thought it'd be therapeutic. I don't know how these things usually go. The masseur was found by a classified ad. He also got nude. He had asked politely if I wanted him to and I said sure, why not. We're both totally comfortable with that and it made me feel more comfortable. We are both gay males, we knew that, and are open about that.

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Summary:

He gave me a strict great massage for 90% of it. He was visibly mostly erect about 75% of the time during the massage. I was too for a majority of the time especially being touched. Long story short, we didn't have sex, there was no penetration, but after it was pretty clear I was aroused and also okay and comfortable with what he was doing, he ended up kissing my neck and stroking me to release which I didn't ask for but was pleasantly surprised. It did seem all the pleasure was being provided towards me, but I would be open to mutual stuff and pleasing him in more ways at the same time. But don't know how to or how to make that known.

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More details:

During the massage, this guy did position his privates so it was at a good viewing angle to my face, like inches away as I stared up at him when face up or staring at which face down looking towards the side. While admiring it for about half a minute with him knowing I was, he then would naturally but suddenly move away to work on my legs. Makes sense, he's giving a massage and moving onto different body parts. Most of it was strictly a standard massage, except as mentioned he was at least semi-erect or erect for most of it. He'd trace his fingertips across my inner thighs, b-lls and c-ck, during when he was massaging my upper legs, finally touching it for long stretches while I got turned on. He told me afterwards I have a great package down there. It was mutual. I was able to touch him but only for a few minutes at a time and then he would move to continue the massage at another part of my body, being the professional that he was.

Occasionally as he massaged me, his hard privates would touch my back, legs, or hands where it was encouraged to touch, but his hard appendage would not touch my face, neck, or anything blatantly "right there" in my face so to speak except when I was lying on my back and he was standing above me letting me admire it.

Towards the last part of the massage after he'd done the whole body, he knew I was aroused and he knew I was into him to since I had brushed my hand against his c-ck in a way he knew I was excited. When I touched him he would get harder and become fully erect. But this result could be just arousal through any touch, right, absent of attraction on his part? Also towards the end, he started to kiss my neck all over, then quick kisses on my lips but he would stop after only a bit--and there was no tongue.

He didn't do full on kisses, didn't exchange oral, either of us, and as mentioned we didn't have sexual intercourse. He did eventually bring out more slippery lotion and stroked me off as he kissed my neck and I released. But he did go pretty far. As in he used his hands to squeeze my nipples, stroke my body, mock f-cked me but with zero penetration, and even brushed his lips barely one millimeter at the tip of my c-ck--but as mentioned no penetration of any orifices.

It was these heavy teases, also letting me stroke him directly for moderate periods--even with a drop of pre-c-m oozing out just a tiny bit, but then he'd move away suddenly so I couldn't reach his c-ck anymore, and he'd get back to strictly massaging another part of my body, or eventually stroking me off towards release. Although it was sexy, it felt one-sided (him towards me).

What I'm confused about is whether he wants to do more mutually. He's clearly at least mostly aroused most of the time. He does things to me fully (no sex though). It seems one sided because he pulls away and he doesn't allow reciprocation on him. He does leave pretty instantaneously and doesn't stay to chit chat. That seems to me a sign he doesn't want to really pursue anything other than the massage "session".

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Question:

I'm confused. Simply, is he wanting more mutual stuff between me and him? (It doesn't seem like it, eh?)

Is he just stroking my privates to give me release and going through what would I guess be mock "motions" (no full out making out, no full out me pleasuring him, no penetration anywhere) because he wants a repeat client who'll come back?

Or is he actually interested?

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