I'm in a monogamous relationship with my partner of two years. We were open at one point but we've been exclusive for most of our relationship. We have that type of relationship where we'll point out hot girls and guys to each other out in public, where we're flirting with our friends and fine with it, where we can talk about crushes we have. I love hearing about her crushes because she gets so excited and ends up gushing endlessly about whoever she's interested in. I just love seeing her happy and there's some type of sparkle in her eye when she talks about her. I tease about her crush and she gets all flustered and embarrassed. There was one girl before that she was enamored with but that was awhile ago and it's a bit refreshing to see it again with this new friend of hers! Today she invited her over to smoke and chill, she said yes, and her excitement was palpable. I'm gonna go out and do my own thing when that happens because I want my girlfriend to not feel restricted or bound by my presence, and I hope she gets a little kiss or two out of it. I'm imagining how girl-crazy she'd go if things go that direction; it's gonna be ADORABLE! And hey, if my girlfriend gets laid that's even better honestly because then she'd never shut up about it.

I don't know if I'm a cuck or something, I'm not polyamorous at all. I just like having open boundaries and individual choice/freedom in a relationship, including sex because I don't find it a romantic or intimate thing innately, you can fuck someone to fuck and get your nut but sex with someone you love is different. I'm just not a jealous person at all.

Sorry for the rambling but I'm just so happy and have nobody to talk to about it!