Hey guys so I've struggled with both depersonalization and derealization pretty severely for the past 3ish years. A couple days ago I went to my first rave and took molly for the first time. I'm trying not to sound too hooked on it but it was the first time in 3 years I've felt real. I haven't taken in since but I can't stop thinking about it. It's like everything I've been trying so hard to find a solution for was fixed for that night. I'm not sure why it made me feel like this as I don't really take drugs only drink and smoke so I don't know how exactly they work except for making you release a shit ton of dopamine. but I was wondering if anyone had any insights or similar experience? I think specifically what I took was called purple punisher not sure if that changes anything though.