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I rarely have days now where I’m excited to be awake and breathe and be alive. I used to hurt myself and I was incredibly close to ending everything until an intervention. Since then I’ve lost the “guts” to go through with it, but I go to sleep every night hoping to not wake up.
It’s exhaustion and seeps into other corners of my life. I have huge dreams and ambitions I want to accomplish, many to help other people, but it’s all been twisted by bitterness and anger and hating myself and the rest of the planet.
I just want to be me again.
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