Happy Sunday! Hope everyone had a blessed night the bets didn’t hit tonight so i thought i’d hit yall with another confession! This one might be another long one with a few side notes so get the lotion ready lool. this one is simple just about my experiences in the summer with 2 older guys. I can say i’ve been lucky enough on here and other platforms when it comes to meeting ppl but I never thought I would land myself in a position like this.

I wanna say it was around May where I got in contact with the first guy (side note: 2 older guys let’s name #1 Jared and #2 Mike) Mike reached out to me on the platform and said he was visiting Toronto not from here as in from the states but he comes to the city a lot for work and family. I was like oop what am I about to get myself in to usually I don’t have interest in foreigners let alone older guys but he was so slick with it basically fit exactly what I look for it was just the fact he was olderrrrr (side note: i like to keep it 21 but under 28 gotta say i kinda have a type. love discreet straight dl guys who give off masculinity off rip lol and might have a girlfriend🫣 love trappers, scammers, “roadmans” “road man” if that’s what u wanna call it not necessarily the best but that type of twitter porn always be hitting and it’s what i love for myself looool don’t mind the skill trade working guy contractor construction worker uk carpenter type shit b it again i want to you scream manly man masculine even if it’s toxic 😈 the better 😆) To sum it up again he was caribbean decent 35 buff af looking so sexy wore his chain had the sexiest chest im talking grown man 😮‍💨 i couldn’t help it i had to give him a chance. He verified himself and telling me he’s so into FTM but he’s very picky too and he knew i could fit hes needs i was a little nervous wont lie but there wasnt any red flags. linked up with him and smoked he looked so much better in person i was honestly ready to fuck him he’s drinking we’re just at a park near by where i live and he’s like i wanna take you out whatever you want tell me why my guy looks me in the eyes and he’s like this has to stay discreet. we’re just homies.

I’m getting a little excited cuz we’re on the same timing wasn’t opposed to going out to eat went to one of my favourite spots and we were talking more he made me comfy and we go back to his spot after we’re smoking again and he takes off his shirt so seductively and i just wanna start sucking his neck so bad he’s so fucking sexy. and then starts to undress a little bit to get comfortable i’m like what’s the move here lol he’s like tell me don’t matter i’m up for whatever. he had condoms so i wasn’t opposed grown ass man came correct dick was so pretty couldn’t help but to start slowly grinding my ass on that shit. i was already went as fuck and it ain’t take him long to get the pipe ready yall i’ll tell you that his hands were so big i love the way he was holding onto my waist sliding his dick up and down my pussy to my ass from behind he puts the condom on and onto puts the tip in and i can already feel that shit pulsating in me. he starts to ease his way in a bit more we’re building momentum now at this point and it’s great he’s putting in the work by now i’m on top, he’s holding me and i’m bouncing on that dick licking on his neck holding him tight it was very close and i was here for it. few mins later he nuts in me in the condom we smoked again chill for a bit and he drops me off but before i leave he hands me a bag. about 2 Oz of the Za and 3 bills i was extremely confused and tried to give that shit right back to him (side note: won’t lie i was grateful and was more than happy to take it but then i got sus vids cause im like why me only for him to tell me he worked on a farm in the states and he’s balling showed me proof and said he really had a liking to me)

We smoked in my parking lot again lool told him idk how i feel about taking anything from him but he kept persistent didn’t let me leave without it and then sent me a uber gift card around 100 also to take it whenever i want i was in complete shock but had to really ask God if this was really happening 🤣 he hmu the next day asking to see me and i couldn’t because of some family stuff. ended up connect back again on friday my guy picks up im his AMG i couldn’t believe the shit first time in a mercedes i was like 😮‍💨 and the best part about it is no one thinks anything when seeing us together very dl. finally after we smoke he gets even more comfy and tells me his name is Jared. we end up just getting more acquainted this time go out to eat and again he leaves me no Zaza this time but gives me 2 bills just for leisure purposes. (side note: jared’s story gonna go on pause for a min for mike)

Fast forward it’s a few months in now about July I had another guy hmu on the same platform lol this is mike is introduced himself off the bat sent pics and all the too told me exactly what he wanted which was kinda like a providing situation i guess if u wanna calling it sd/sb sure but yea mike was willing to provide and see me often i couldn’t believe wtf was going on and so close to each other my issue here tho was again mike told me he was 40 he worked in as a contractor and did tech he came from a scottish decent too so he has nice red hair and a beard. he wasn’t my first white guy i mostly look for and like to keep it POC since i am myself. decided to give mike a chance cuz he checked the boxes too fit looked so good pics looked great so i said fuck it funny thing he’s actually from here as in ontario but relocated to a different province meet up with him and he took me to THE SPA literally not steamworks or m4 (side note: like to keep it discreet and refrain from anyolaces or anything like that very picky and particularly) got to get a nice as massage mani pedi and facial. went back to his hotel and he didn’t even want anything. i was interested in playing so i ended up again riding missionary and he starting to pound tf out my my shit. he starting to lick my neck and was really holding me to dig into me shit was feeling good fr.

Ended up seeing both of them a few more times each and kinda went a little ghost myself had to focus on some stuff. but they were both so sweet and sexy also the fact they both wanted to care for me and did made me even more enjoyable. still see jared whenever he’s in the city but unfortunately just too emotional and mike i had to dead that shit also feel like the dynamic with jared was a bit better cuz of the fact we’re both POC but i can say they’re both sexy af and the dick was a 12 😈 hope yall enjoyed tried to make it shorter this time