I am going through a rough time. Bf of a year cheated while i was trying to establish a life for us in a new town. Girl is now pregnant, not sure if it's his. But my heart is just so weary of being lied to that I finally said enough. I know there is no turning back now.

He was one of those people who knew my soul. Not being able to talk to him like we used to is sad and hard. I miss my family who are in another country. I miss my friends. I miss the old me. I miss the stability of knowing someone will be there to pick up the pieces when i break, my rock, my partner, my friend.

To you, my heart breaks realizing we will never have morning coffee together. I will miss you dearly. But I can no longer stay. For my own sanity, i must let you go. I am so full of pain snd anger and hurt. Seeing you just makes me want to burst. My soul is broken. The family we could be is no longer. And looking back will only be poison.

I loved you. But i can't be with you anymore.