It's the guy who got discarded by his bpd sufferer ex again. Hello.

I've talked to an old friend today, and she made me stop and take account of where my life is right now. I've not been eating properly, I'm getting visibly thinner (and I'm a scrawny bastard, 6'4" with a weight way below one could expect). I hardly leave my bed at all. Even the studies I was doing so I could get the government job I wished I left behind.

And that's not to mention the crying and the crushing heartbreak that stays with me since the time I wake up... and my not being able to sleep well since I wake up multiple times each night from nightmares with my ex.

But, even though it might take a while, I will overcome this situation. I will take back control. But... the world seems so cold without her. It is now a world with no love, and I feel like I'm the last human in the universe, now. It's been a while since I felt such loneliness.

And God do I miss that girl.