Week one in chastity.

This is the forth Locktober for me and my partner u/fearless_emu_561 when I say me and my partner I mean me (under the skilful guidance and supervision of my incredible partner). of which two Locktober’s could be deemed as ‘successful’, with one complete complete failure, but that’s a story for another time.

This year is very different and special. Why, because it is the first year we are able to spend most of it together in real life.

The buildup and anticipation was on another level with her counting down to the beginning of October providing a constant reminder of what was in-store for me.

With the 1st of October being a Tuesday, my keyholder had made plans to be with me Monday night and perform a locking ceremony. This involved making me as horny as possible and even allowing me to provide her with several loving orgasms. This put me in the headspace which I love or focusing all my attention on her. It was at this point she gave me the ultimatum. ‘ you can either ruin yourself now and be locked or deny yourself a ruined orgasm and be locked’. Over the last few months I have been conditioned to be extremely grateful for the chance of a ruined orgasm to the point where I even crave them. What I realise now that she had also been planting the idea of wanting me to be denied leading into Locktober. She could see the sweet frustration in my eyes and somehow before I could stop the words leaving my mouth I asked, no begged to be denied. Less than a second, she pushed me away and ordered me to get the cage on. I was confused, excited, aroused and feeling very needy as She turned the key in my lock and sealed my manhood away.

At this point, she told me to get my phone and click on the link she had just sent me to Chaster where she had already prepared a virtual lock for me with various tasks. I duly accepted.

The next three nights we were apart physically but constantly connected and as I wrote in a separate post went through the first few exciting days of being in Chastity.

We had a long weekend planned, including a visit to a fetish fair and club And lots of time to be together. It was the most magical weekend and her teasing skills seemed to find another level. Whilst she’s naturally dominant, she’s also very caring and loving and naturally like to take care of me so putting herself at the centre of our universe and allowing herself to take complete control and demand of me what she wants takes a certain headspace for her. Fortunately, having me locked seems to do the trick on Saturday afternoon, she used my frustration and ever building desire to focus on her needs and her wishes became my command to satisfy her every whim. I kissed her neck and gave her goosebumps. She whispered and reminded me over and over again. That I was to receive no-reward my orgasms with hers to own.

I think I can safely say that my peak of frustration was Sunday night when she seem to do everything in her power to make me as desperate as possible before turning the lights out and telling me it’s time for bed as she spooned me from behind simulating how she will soon peg me, in this position indeed earlier day she has bent me over the bed and look in the mirror to watch her enter me.

I usually wake first and Monday morning was no exception, although it was the cage strain that lifted me out of a deep sleep. The night before frustration still corsed through me and I could not help but to wake her with gentle kisses and back rubs. I was truly submissive heaven. She rolled over onto her back I allowed my hands to Wander. Her body reacted wonderfully and we are always at our most horny in the morning. It was at this point she told me I had deserved a small reward and that she would unlock me fleetingly and only to please her. Within moments we were as one and it took all of my focus to concentrate fully on her. Later on, she would tell me she knew she could’ve made me come in seconds and she was right. The feeling of being unlocked after a week and used in this way was incredible and whilst my body craved its own orgasm I was somehow deeply satisfied that I had pleased my keeper.

As soon as she was satisfied, she once again pushed me away and ordered me to make tea.

I hope you enjoyed reading my account of week one and I look forward to finding out what is in store for me in week two