This is mainly a question for non sexual littles,but how did you find your daddy/mommy?

Im a very non sexual little and every CG I talk to is either sexual and tries to push me into doing things I don’t want to do, or not sexual an really loving, but live too far away and don’t want a LDR🥺 i’m in a group chat with other littles and bigs and they ALL have their partners but I don’t have anyone and it makes me really sad. The CGs in the chat are really sweet and still put me in time out or ask for lines if I act up or say their proud of me if I did something good or drew a picture, but it’s not the same as actually having someone I can call daddy or mommy😞 i juss want someone who’s nice and not icky👉🏻👈🏻