This has been on my mind recently. I'm struggling with my sexuality identity. I'm an Asexual Little who's been looking for a big. I've been in several relationships that never last long due to them ghosting me or them being a bully or because I'm too clingy for them

I would check ABDL & CGL Personals but, it seems like people just want someone who's as kinky as them. It hurts me internally and I just feel more invisible. I would struggle with envy and jealousy but I would never let it show in a bad way. I would always release it in a healthy way as not to affect others.

Just could use some love & validity as I'm always giving love but hardly getting any in return.