Day 2 of gender identity exploration. Found another description of demigirl that really resonated with me, I should have saved it lol. For probably about a year now, I've felt some disconnect to being a woman, but not completely non-binary/agender. Aaand that's exactly demigirl. Mostly woman, a little bit something else. For me, a little bit agender/non-binary. I brought it up with my mom. Referred to a conversation we had previously were I brought up my thoughts about being non-binary (and coming to the conclusion that I am a woman, just not a completely girly woman), and explained that I learned there's a term for that, and that term is demigirl. She said something to the affect of "you know who all those are? Normal people." We mentioned that the term used to just be tomboy. A girl that's not super girly. Now, we can use the term tomboy, or demigirl.

I still wonder what God thinks about all this. I am a follower of Jesus. I do not believe that God made a mistake by making me a female. And I don't think I'm insulting Him by pushing back against gender norms. Humans are the ones who invented gender norms, after all. We view God as a Father bc thats the best way we have of imagining who He is, especially for the majority of the last 2000 years. I know what whoever I become, whatever I do, He will always love me as His beloved child and I will always love Him as my heavenly Father.