Trying again for pride month with a more detailed version 🦢🫧🩰

Hi! Let's start with the basics. My name is Jill, i'm 18 and from the Netherlands. I have autism, social anxiety and chronic illness. I own 2 cats, a pet snail (yes a snail and they are very cute i'll have you know) and i love animals in general. I visit the pet store religiously just to mindless stare into the fish tanks. Yes it's a hobby, speaking of hobbies. I've been attempting crochet (and failing miserably), i love drawing and just sketching for hours. I paint sometimes, make little clay things, but really anything creative speaks to me.

I have weird obsessions with jellyfish, marinelife, bracelets, hairclips and frilly bedsheets. Or anything frilly? Frilly, sparkly, glitter, ribbons, bows anything along these lines. I love dresses ans skirts and thigh high socks (cannot survive without them!!!).

I entertain myself with video games and movies, i keep rewatching ponyo, love playing minecraft, play some occasional skyrim or just play random dress up in the fanciest dresses i own. But most of my time is spent listening to music.

I'd describe myself as pale, 170 cm tall, have freckles, shoulder length hair with side bangs, blue eyes, and self harm scars. I feel it's important to mention these since i don't hide them anymore and i want people who contact me to know this so we won't have any akward conversation if we do eventually and hopefully exchange pictures (cause i want to see ur cute face :3). I have a septum piercing wich i love, 2 ear piercings and looking to get more. I dress very very very Femme. I like my occasional baggy jeans but since summer is coming up the dresses and skirts are out again. My style staples are choker necklaces, a bow in my hair and thigh high or frilly socks. You will never, and i repeat never see me without these. It's a MUST.

I'm a very patient person, understanding and i'd personally say gentle (cause when i accidentally stepped on a snail i sobbed for 20 minutes...). I have a big heart... maybe a little too big, i'm a crybaby. I'll put it out there no shame. Though i am very shy, and take things to heart. I value everything i love alot, so if we do eventually become something more except goodmorning and goonight texts, little checkups and alot of meme cat pics. You will be very important and dear to me. With that said, i will happily do long distance. My love languages are... well everything! Touch, spending time together, just a text, little gifts, anything! I'm not picky

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With that said, i'm looking for someone who is around my age, sweet, patient and hopefully? butch/masc. I am very femme4butch (because butch/masc girls are so incredibly beautiful can you blame me?) I hope to find my butch/masc that i can spoil with affection and cute texts on here :)

(Remember, you're beautiful, you're valid, happy pride month and drink water cause i said so)