Hi there. This will be a long post lol. I would appreciate you reading it all.

What I’m Looking for

I’m trying again lol. I thought I had found the one everything was going well and they even visited me, but it didn’t work out, they ended up ghosting me lol. But all it takes is that one person and I know I can find them, I won’t give up. I want to find my soulmate, that one person who will be by my side through life's ups and downs. I have an abundance of love waiting to be shared with someone. While I no longer identify as Christian at all (I’m an agnostic atheist), the concept of becoming one with a partner deeply resonates with me. I hope for a profound connection, a love that weathers the storms and stands the test of time. I want a lifetime together, where our love endures and grows stronger with each passing year. I want to look at my person at 90 and be able to say this person has been by my side through everything.

I am looking for that person to marry. Marriage is definitely something I want in the near future.

About Me

I’m a INTJ 5w4 and personality wise I’m literally like 2 different people in one lol.

One part me is like the most sweet and friendliest person lol. Like you'd think I'm probably the nicest person you ever met lol. I'm really affectionate. Physically and with words. I love hugs, and will always tell people close to me how much they mean to me. I am a huge hopeless romantic. I love romantic cheesy gestures lol. I am really goofy, loud and give crackhead energy when I am comfortable with someone. My humor is broken lol, and I also have a really dark humor. I try to be nonjudgmental and positive. I am super supportive, I would be there for you through any and everything.

The other part of me is basically the opposite lol. Very overly logical person, can come off insensitive sometimes accidentally. Cynical and misanthropic. Strongly opinionated Can be moody. Like I said I am really friendly… until I get upset and literally a switch flips lol. I can be shy and reserved, when first meeting people.

I’m a contradiction but I love that about myself lol.

Important tidbits. * I have a huge fear of abandonment and anxious attachment style. * I can be very clingy and obsessive when I fall for someone. (Not in a crazy way) lol * I’m a huge germophobe. * I am left leaning on most things. * Strictly Monogamous * Agnostic atheist. * I get attached fast, I am the definition of U-Haul lesbian, just being honest LMAO * I have BPD, I’m sure it’s obvious from other things I said lol. We can talk about more of what this entails.

Looks wise: I’m black, 5’2, very much a stud/masc. I have very short hair and present pretty masculine. I’m questioning my gender at the moment tbh. And I’m BBW/plus sized but I am losing weight, already lost 40 pounds. I’m proud of how things are going, but it’s def a way to go still.

Interests: Gaming, true crime, soap operas, sci fi, I used to watch everything on the CW, like the Flash. I listen to all kinds of music. Particularly R&B, rock, and Kpop lol. I watch a lot of YouTube and Twitch. Love everything that Tyler Perry makes lol.

Who I’m Looking For:

Looks don’t matter much to me, personality is what is important. However I am only into fem leaning women, you don’t have be super fem just no masc 4 masc, I’m sorry lol.

Personality wise, I would like someone that is also affectionate and clingy like me lol. Im going to be honest I like women with more dominant personalities. I’m not even just saying that in a nsf*w way lol, I just like her to be more dominant generally, but also with a sweet side XD. I’m a huge homebody, so I would appreciate someone a bit more extroverted than me, so she can help get me out of the house lmao, but we can also be homebodies together :) I would very much appreciate someone who can be patient and understanding of things like my anxious attachment and etc. Race doesn’t matter. Age 20 please.

That’s it lol. If you’re interested please message me with a little about you. 💛

Side note ‼️ Must be willing to switch to other platforms early on, as I hate Reddit chat. It’s too glitchy.