Hey there folks,

I’ve been thinking about quitting for months. Saying just that shows how much weed has been controlling my time and life. My goal everyday is to get high, and the silly thing is that I’m aware I can’t really get super high anymore (been smoking everyday multiple times a day for over ten years), yet I don’t stop.

I’m ready to quit. I’ve gotten hyperemesis a handful of times from attempts to quit throughout the years. The longest I have lasted pot free has been a little less than a year. I am physically prepared for it if it happens when I quit. I also have PTSD and would rely on pot to suppress my night terrors, but now I have medication to help me with that. So that’s set.

I’m going to you guys to see if anyone has any experience with quitting while their significant other continues to smoke. My girlfriend smokes every night, and knowing that there will be some form of marijuana in our home at all times makes me feel mentally weak in terms of successfully quitting. She has hidden her stash before for me quitting in the past, but just knowing I could find it if I really wanted to makes me doubt myself.

Now I feel like I am just rambling. Any advice would be so appreciated!