i know i'm just going to get downvoted for this but i don't even care anymore i just need to vent. i'm only a 19 year old girl and i can't see any future for myself. grew up in a foster home, then adopted by abusers, been on my own since 16. i can only afford to live right now because i live with my boyfriend in his dads rent controlled apartment and i can barely even afford that. to make matters worse, his dad wants to get rid of the place very soon.

i never went to post secondary and even if i ever had the chance, i don't have the money for it. it took me a year to finally find full time work making above minimum wage. i work so hard here but it doesn't even show. i had to buy a "cheap" car to drive here everyday, have to pay rent, have to pay for insurance, food, medications, everything. i'm only 19 and i have no family or supports, and soon i'm going to be homeless because i can't afford anything.

my brothers ran away at 16 in the early 2010s and could afford an apartment, a car, food, all with a part time job, and still had time to enjoy life. i feel so lost. i applied for affordable housing which takes years. applied for the trillium drug program (it worked, but now they have me mail out the receipts and i can't even afford to wait) i've had a credit card with a $500 limit since i was 18 and they refuse to raise it even though i pay it on time every time. not enough history.

i don't want to blame anyone just need to vent because god this is so hard, i'm only 19 and about to be homeless and i doubt i'll be able to keep my job after that lol.