I’ve been taking low dose ketamine though Joyous for about a week now. I started with 15 mg and have now been on 30 mg for two days now. Prob a coincidence but I’ve been feeling a bit closer to my husband lately and overall feeling pretty optimistic about life. Well anyway I haven’t really noticed an “affect” from the ketamine until today, about 50 minutes from the initial application of the ketamine onto my gums—I feel kinda heavy, spacey, relaxed. Still feeling well enough to drive and think and talk but definitely don’t feel…sober if that makes sense. Almost like I took a hit of pot or maybe a glass of wine. Thing is, is I love this feeling, but not sure if I like it while at work. It almost makes me feel self conscious of the way I might be talking or acting to my coworkers lol Does this affect mean I should stop increasing my dose and stay at 30 mg? Should I be taking this at home at the end of the day and not while at work? For those of you who take frequent small doses of ketamine, when do you prefer to take it? Honestly I feel like I could take a nap right about now and thinking maybe itd be best to take it in the evenings unless I’m off of work. For reference I am a 4’11” woman who weighs 123 pounds.