You went out today. You didn't intend to have sex, but after some time with the girls. Hearing what they're getting up to at home. Getting chatted up by guys at the bar. Girl, you are thirsty.

Somehow something was off tonight, and now you're home alone. You look over at your little drawer of toys. You know you could give yourself an orgasm, but you want more. You want to feel wanted. You want to feel like an object in someone else's desires. You want your limits pushed. Your protests ignored.

You want to be smacked a little. Manhandled and pinned down. You want him to hurt you. Just a little. To feel his cock at the back of your throat. His hands holding you firmly. You want to hear a deep voice telling you that you're a little slut and you deserve this. You don't want him to ask if you have condoms, you want him to feel him cum inside you - even if you're begging him not to.

You're reading this and finding yourself turned on. You know you want this. You've read through these posts so many times, imagining how it would feel.

I bet that felt good, didn't it?.

After all you yearn for the pleasure that you receive from being used, from putting yourself and your body to good use in service of someone you trust, someone you want to give yourself to. But you're unable to do that aren't you. I wonder how many times you've stopped yourself at the last moment, from making that risky move, saying those risky words. Inviting the one you have your eye on to have their way with you. Because you think, how can I, what would he/she think? What if things go wrong?

You see that is where things go wrong, you think. Good little fucktoys don't think. And they are much happier for it, wouldn't you agree?

You see every so often I grab one of the curious little sluts who respond to these posts and turn their thoughts off and use them in every way imaginable. I love fucking with your mind, because anyone can make you cum by grabbing you in a dark street and having their way with you. But it requires more skill to fuck with you so completely that you find yourself going to that dark street everyday aching to be grabbed, aching to be used. And that is why I love CNC and perhaps that is why you love CNC because it allows you to experience your fantasy at your own terms.

Send me a message. Leave your door & mind unlocked and find out.

Making you comfortable and building trust is important. Making this experience safe while still making you feel like you’re not in control is important to me and a hard balance to strike.

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