I'm a 33 yr old male and this desire has been killing me the last couple months and at this point i just need to vent. I don't have any kids yet and it makes me kind of sad. I'm pretty shy and quite but I have been making in roads on dating apps. The biggest struggle has been the flakiness of women on them. Not even going for breeding, just straight dating. I have had a couple opportunities to breed women while I have been on month long business trips in South Carolina but they ended bailing last minute. I'm not gonna be mad about it since I know what I am asking for but it still is tough. I'm at the point now where I think if I was asked by just about any woman I would probably shoot my shot.

I have been talking to one woman that is in her early 20s that expressed interest but then backtracked saying she wants to wait at least another year. She might cave but I'm not holding out hope. She also only wants a couple of kids where I'm basically looking to have a many a I can financially support.

I've basically resigned myself to not having the majority of my kids graduate college before I'm 50. Kind of a bummer but it is what it is at this point unless something changes really soon. I hope it does and I'm still actively searching so I guess we will see what happens. I'd love to meet someone and breed them repeatedly in my hotel room. Hell if they agreed to multiple children I'd probably move down there for the chance since I have a job lined up if I want it. The dream is alive.