My first trip happened about a year ago I was having suicidal thoughts because girlfriend left me and I wasn't feeling a connection to my new born son. I have bad allergies and had given them to my son so his face was just a red sore spot and I couldn't even give him kisses. So after I put him to bed and before my wife got home from work I decided to grab the bottle of benadryl I buy from Sam's club and put myself to sleep I took 16 pills and layed on the couch waiting to die. My wife got home about half an hour later she got off work a little early lol and the pills had made most of my body go numb but I could still move them. Now at the time i didn't know this was i thing people did to trip but I soon learned I remember everything just like the time I did shrooms. It was beautiful the only place i felt like i belonged the next morning i when i woke up i was happier than I had ever been and my depression had been gone for a few weeks before I took my next trip I took less but still enjoyed it and now then ever I get real bad I go on a trip before I try and kill myself. Anyways that's why i love dph thank you