I think I am hypersexual because of what happened when I was a teen. Since I was 14 I had sexual relationship with an older guy who started off with massaging and slowly did everything with me. He made me do weird stuff and for some reason I liked it all. However, I was young and a teen and felt I was exploited even thought I enjoyed it. I met him almost every other day since I was 14 till 18 when I left my hometown for college. Even now when I go back home I meet him and do weird things. I am not sure why I do it but I feel like I enjoy it. However, it has made me really hypersexual and is affecting my current relationship. I sometimes feel I am bi or gay, but tbh Idk if it’s because of what happened when I was a teen. I just like the idea of being with older men and pleasing them. Idk how to get out of this because I feel I wanna meet older men or literally anyone almost every other day even though I am in a relationship. I cheated multiple times already and idk how to stop. I crave older guys and girls and just want to be used or please them.