Listening to Current Joys’ new album East My Love on repeat; the sound has a more cinematic vibe & the lyrics, compared to earlier records, are less hyperbolic & emotionally naked

I woke up suddenly from a dream I was inside only moments ago & have already forgot

Wanna cuddle? Before the sun is upon us; hmu

As Lowell says in one of his most beloved poems: my mind’s not right

I was walking down an asphalt path recently, clean & sober for two months, & saw a leaf detach itself from a thin tree branch & twirl to earth

Me & this woman were fucking regularly then decided to stop & reimagine our friendship

It’s absurd how badly the mind craves judgement on all manner of things

Some women refer to the penis as dick & some refer to it as cock; do you know why

At Barnes & Noble in River Oaks, I saw this one woman downstairs who was stunning. Later, scanning a bookshelf, I saw a person out of the corner of my eye & I assumed it was her so I looked & it was not her

Feel like chatting? Hmu

I bought a book called the Sound of a Wild Snail Eating; it’s a gift for someone I love very much who’s into the stranger side of nature

Once, fucking this girl from behind, my dick accidentally slid into her ass & she didn’t care & I didn’t care until I started seeing her shit on my cock

I’m like Houston architecture; full of wild juxtapositions; after the divorce I moved into a tiny feral apartment building wedged between giant townhomes in Montrose

maybe we chat & vibe & decide to meet

we dwell in language which is the end of immediate experience

when one is newly sober, the feelings that terrify you are so suddenly amplified & time feels like a rogue wave

the money i waste on vapes is impressive

a lone honeycrisp apple glows in refrigerator light (i like peeling that tiny sticker off apples)

what are you going to do today? why am i awake this early?

i have a new pair of Vans that i need to break in

idk, wanna chat? we can talk about how in films every time it rains the character(s) in the scene experience a transformation or we can talk about sustained eye-contact during sex or we can explore the desolate feeling one gets while shopping at Target or how Burger Joint’s burgers really aren’t that great

I want to fix coffee but this bed is too cozy to leave