We clicked really well - Better than with anyone I’ve ever met. But we were also in a really sticky situation. LDR, mental illness (on both our sides), I was trying everything to numb the pain but nothing was working so I called for a break. And then she removed me, without a word. Blocked me on every account we had shared. Deleted our Spotify playlists. Worked as hard as she could to remove every trace of our relationship and make contact impossible.

I know I’m the one who called for the break… but I feel completely shattered. I just needed some space to think and try to recharge my willpower but she just left. And now I don’t have anything to show for it but painful memories.

And by the way, if you are her and you happen to see this…… please don’t cut me out of your life. I still love you and I miss you so much it aches. I just had a moment of weakness and let me insecurities get to me….. the least you could do is say goodbye