I hate my job and I’ve hated it it since my first week. I was catfished into it and pretty much only there now because I need surgery, which I’ve told absolutely no one about because fuck my coworkers.

Anyways I overheard today that they’ve been having after work drinks and deliberately going out of their way to exclude me. I know I shouldn’t care, but it still hurts my feelings.

Luckily I’ll be having surgery soon and after I recover I’m out of there.

But it doesn’t make it any easier to know what I already knew all along…that everyone hates me. Even though I didn’t do anything to anyone. All I did was be depressed and withdrawn I guess.