This is another story from a while back. She (F19) and I (M23) had been dating for almost 2 years. She was my fourth intimate relationship at the time and I was her second. It had been mostly a good time. At the time, I felt like the sex was good, but in hindsight, it was very meh as we were inexperienced. I could feel the spark leaving us. We weren't fighting but were getting cold with each other and we both had been flirting with other people in front of each other.

Finally, I decided it was time to end it. But I realized that it may be a long time before I had sex again, so I wanted one last bang. That week ahe had spent a couple of nights at my place (with no sex) before it was time for me to drive her home Sunday morning. I asked her if she wanted to have sex before we left and she said yes (by this point our relationship was like this - very transactionaal).

Things started very normally for us. We made out and slowly peeled our clothes off. I liked to sleep under the stars so had recently moved my bed next to a window, which was on a 2nd floor of an apartment complex on a hillside. So for a little excitement I left the blinds open and she didn't object. Anyone looking up would have gotten the full show as the bed literally was right against the window. This opened a new kink of window sex that I still have.

She was naked and on top of me. Short, fair-skinned, super cute face, a tiny bit of baby fat, and small but perky (19 yo!) tits. Even as we drifted apart she was still really cute. I hadn't started working out yet so was a 5'11" white skinned beanpole.

She rarely gave oral sex. But this was our last outing, so while she kissed me I laid back flat as a sign for her. She must have gotten the sign as she whispered to me, "I can't go down on you any more."

The way she said it was interesting. Her voice seemed genuinely apologetic but also resolute. I think she decided she didn't like doing it and wasn't going to anymore. I get it. I never really cared for BJs* and said "that's ok". To show her that it was, I turned up my energy and started kissing her passionately.

I put her on her stomach and began kissing down her back from her neck to the crack of her ass, followed by a long lick back up. I did that a few times and then started kissing around her pussy. She never let me go down on her, so I knew I could only go around it. But she always liked that and was squirming pretty good. This was turning into one our best fucks in a really long time.

I looked down at her cute ass and was getting much more excited than normal. I decided to take her from behind. We had never done doggiestyle and I had only done it with one GF before her. So I pulled her ass up and she looked back at me with a quizzical expression. Then I realized I hadn't put on a condom yet! I reached over to put it on as she sat there with her ass in the air in front of the window. It was pretty hot to me.

Finally, I spread her thighs a bit and entered her pussy from behind. I started fucking her relatively softly. Then I realized this was a final fuck. So I started banging her hard. We had never had any type of aggressive sex before and this was still vanilla by current standards. But at the time it seemed weirdly hot. I slowed down the cadence but made each thrust super hard and deep. I decided to get vocal and grunted and shouted with each pump into her pussy.

I felt myself cumming and pulled out because it was too soon. I laid down and she straddled me, which is her goto move to cum. She started riding me with her beautiful, tiny bouncing tits. Her eyes were closed tight and she focused on her orgasm. This is how she always got off - her riding my dick as if I was a simple tool. I think I'm average in length and slightly above average in girth, but she had only one BF before me, and he was tiny (losing her virginity to him didn't even hurt). So she talked a lot about enjoying my dick. She called riding it to orgasm “her game”. Still feeling a little aggressive, I pulled her down and held her chest against mine as she grinded. She tried hard to get back up but I held her with all my strength as she bucked. Finally I released her and she sat up, slowly coming down.

Then it was my turn. We went into missionary. She was always a super wet girl and even though she was tiny her pussy was super loose. It always took me some time to cum in her. I slid in easily and started fucking her. The thought that this was it came back to my mind and I REALLY started fucking that pussy. The passion of our good times was combined with resentment of some of the bad times to really fill me with emotion. I wanted to make her mine and I wished I could yank the condom off and take her raw. But I couldn't. I pounded away and came pretty quickly (youth!).

We laid in bed naked and sweaty. She commented on how loud I got and I could tell she liked it. We got dressed and I drove her home. Two days later I broke up with her. It was amicable and we stayed friends for a couple of months before contact just naturally ceased. I think she also knew the relationship was over with the statement about going down on me. I saw her on the street with another guy a year or so later and my heart jumped. But I was with a girl at the time too, someone I really loved in a deeper way. I realize we were probably never truly in love. We were attracted to each other and had great friendship chemistry. But not much romance. We probably should have been FWB, but this was before FWB was as big of a thing as it is now.

In hindsight I wonder if she makes the connection between our slightly more aggressive sex and the breakup. She was very smart. She's now a VP at a S&P100 company.

*Until my wife started doing them last year. I’m now a believer.