There’s so many that resonate exactly with so many of my own life experiences, it’s hard to pick just one. But I think I would go with Tangerine.

“I can't keep on makin' you happy 'Cause you got issues with your daddy” - my ex wife had some family issues/daddy issues

“But I wish I could show you more of yourself

I wish I could make you somebody else

But I left it way too late

Are you stuck in your own ways?

I'm beggin', hands, knees, please

Tangerine, come on back to me

Got what I need, tangerine

Do this for me”

-she was extremely hard on herself about the way she looked, but I thought she was practically a literal goddess of beauty. I tried so hard to make her see herself how I saw her through my eyes. I could have done more though to show her that through actions instead of words. I’ve “gotten what I need” now though since we divorced, I understand how wrong I was sometimes. I’d give absolutely anything to have one more chance with her.

The tangerine part is specific to a cute experience I created for her. She hadn’t ever tried shrooms before, so one night I pulled some strings and got some and made sure to get us some tangerines to eat because fruit on psychedelics are amazing. She was ENTHRALLED with them. Making cute little videos of her tearing them apart with her fingers and bursting the little juicy beads between her tongue and teeth - so happy with such pure innocent joy. We also got a little ragdoll kitten together that we ended up naming Clementine.

I miss her every day, and it’s truly broken me to have to continue on without her. The song is so sweet and happy sounding though, it makes me think of her every time I listen to it and how I’d do absolutely anything to be able to have her back. Makes me think of all our happy memories together, thinking I was the luckiest man alive to be with my best friend forever. (I know I’m pathetic and need to keep trying to move on - please don’t use this time and space to tell me that - im very aware but still grieving so much)..

Hands, knees, please, tangerine, come on back to me…

Edited to say that I hope it isn’t annoying that I post kind of a lot on here trying to cook up a conversation about GA a lot lately. They’re one of the few things that bring me some joy in life still, and quite a lot at that. They’re very special to me and I don’t have or know anyone else that loves and is obsessed with them as much as me except for you guys lol.