I’m very confused. Last time I was attracted to someone they were a trans women & I was romantically & sexually attracted to her & the sexual thoughts about her were daily, but I remember joking about how if I wasn’t attracted to her I would definitely be gay & for personal reasons I don’t wanna mention we are not in each other life anymore & since then I’ve only been watching gay porn, only seem to find other men hotter & all I ever think about is being with another man now but then again there always seems to be that one trans women for some reason & they make me rethink everything & since I don’t wanna be disrespectful & I see her as a women I just say I’m pansexual, but idk anymore