Getting on PrEP was huge for me, sexually. Before that I always insisted on safer sex—condoms. And honestly, condoms suck as a bottom. That sticky rubbery latex is such a turn off, it causes more discomfort during anal, etc. Thats why I sought out PrEP in the first place.

I didn’t expect how much regular bareback sex would improve my sex life. It’s about more than just eliminating the problems of condoms. It’s really about the cum.

It’s so, so, so much better, as a bottom, to have a guy cum inside you. I love the way the rhythm of the fucking changes, the added intensity, the urgency. And I love when I can feel that subtle change inside me as he groans and releases... A bit wetter, a bit slicker.

He’s seeded me. He’s deposited his genetic code into my body. Sperm can stay alive inside you for several days, so I’m constantly collecting it. Right now I probably have the DNA of 4 different partners inside me.

I especially enjoy getting filled in missionary. I love staring up at this guy as he uses my ass. His face twitches, his eyes close. My favorite is when the romantic sort of top loses control a little and kisses me. In that moment his lust turns to momentary love... All because of how my ass feels. It makes him fall in love with exactly the sort of bottom he shouldn’t—the sort of bottom who has already been filled be someone else earlier, or is thinking of the guy who’s going to fill him later. He knows I’m a cumdump, but he can’t help feeling things for me.

Yeah, I know, PrEP doesn’t fix all the risks, I don’t need a lecture. But it takes away the worst, and the remaining risk is worth it to take loads.

Anyway, feel free to send me a chat if you like. :)