What am I looking for?

I am shy, quiet and I enjoy taking on a submissive role in life and in the bedroom, I derive great pleasure from following my partner's lead. My most deeply fulfilling aspiration is a relationship with a man in which we take on traditional straight roles. One, the provider and protector, the other, the nurturer and caregiver.

What about my sexuality?

In bed I am a submissive bottom. Albeit not effeminate, during sex I feel full of feminine energy. I wish to let my man decide when and what kind of sex happens, to be completely dedicated to his will and pleasure. Because of my shyness, I sometimes am unable to become erect, but I don't care: I wish to fulfill my man with my pussy, fully focus on his experience without thinking about mine, and when I occasionally do achieve sexual release, I wish for it to come from being penetrated and bred by him. I've never engaged in risky behavior with anyone, but I would wish for my husband to inseminate me, pump me full of his semen. As a sign of ownership, but also as a symbol of fertility.

What about you?

I wish to get to know you, no matter who you are. I will be particularly drawn to you if you are a dominant and traditional man. You could be gruff and authoritative or more caring but firm, I will value your commitment and dutiful temperament more than affection. Overall, we wouldn't even have to have a lot in common, as long as we understand, complement each other, and share the same desire for commitment towards our marriage.

Thank you for taking the time to read my post, and I look forward to hearing from you soon.

Italian-grade_BF

My Bio

Age: 30

Physique: 180 cm tall (5'11"); 65 kg (141 lbs); fit; fair complexion; dark brown, eyes; dark brown, thick wavy hair kept short; a short V-shaped beard. Overall, you could consider me a good looking "otter", since I'm fairly hairy and slender. I might share SFW pictures of myself upon request.

Personality: I work as a researcher. I'm a real introvert: I love and need my domestic alone-time. I used to be very shy in my adolescence and early adulthood, but I think I'm partly growing out of it. I'm pragmatic and into Stoicism, meditation and self-improvement.

Nationality and languages: Italian, but I'm fluent in English and anyone should feel free to approach me, regardless of geographical distance. I'm open to all possibilities.