19 [T4M] #Online

I have tried all of the same usual things online, all to no success. I’ve become exhausted in putting time into a dynamic that is clearly nothing more than skin deep. I’m the kind of Sub that needs it to have depth and meaning for it to be fulfilling, otherwise it just feels like a game of pretend, and not one that ends with me getting off.

I’m a 19 y/o transgender male, in search of a D/s dynamic that takes over my mind. I love the mental aspects of it more than any of the physical could ever bring to me. Feeling under control of someone else, feeling like someone else’s sole desire is to know me, know about my desires and needs, and want to take control of them? It’s enough to put me on my knees right there.

In my daily life, I’m in a leadership position that requires me to be responsible, professional, and a decision maker. I decide things for dozens of people at a time, taking consideration of every little detail. It’s exhausting. I want the kind of man who will force me out of that leadership mindset, but also praise me for being so strong and sexy.

I’m still learning things about myself as a Sub that i feel will be much easier with the help of a Dom. Right now, i don’t want anything that isn’t online, but if there is a connection there, i may be up to change my mind.

I prefer more experienced Doms, as the experiences I’ve had with lesser than have been not successful and just frustrating (i know you guys are doing your best).

I do not like to be feminized, so do not try that with me. I will also not be taking part in immediate honorifics.

If you’re willing to take on a guy like me, i hope to find you in my messages soon.