I know I'm older. I'm masculine, chubby, like a lumberjack, with a short beard. When I was younger I used to get pounded out by beautiful BBC regularly. Best compliment I ever received was when a bbc told me I "have an ass like a woman". I haven't been honest with myself for the last decade or so. It's been a long time. Nothing feels better than when I'm on my knees and worshipping a throbbing black cock. I started younger, messing around with other white guys, always felt so gross and depressed after. The first time I wrapped my lips around a black cock, I was hooked and black-only forever. I'm desperate to be a slut for black cock again. I've been out of the game for so long. I need it to feel it again. I've never been creampied, I want to experience that. Is it too late? Am I without hope? What should I do to attract black cock again? I live in Maine, which is a detriment, but I travel to CT and NYC regularly.