I regularly type and then delete my experience listening to gateway because it's not a happy one, as a matter of fact it's downright terrifying and I want whoever is in charge to know that I got the message. The term "gangstalking" sounds like a group of people following you around with baseball bats waiting to get you alone but my experience is that the stalkers look and act normal to everyone else and even to me until I get the specific wave and facial expression to let me know who they are. It's like that scene in fight club when Tyler is about to snip the police commissioners nuts off....he basically tells him that they are everywhere, we are the people you depend on, we cook your food, we wash your car, and we guard you while you sleep so don't fuck with us. It's not my own safety I'm concerned about and they know that and that keeps me in line but even if I did step out of line I don't think anyone would even listen let alone believe me. Anyway, I wish I could go back to not knowing what I know now and I can't believe that I went looking for it and brought it on myself. Ignorance is absolutely bliss