the past couple days I've been eating a lot of sugar

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Ice cream, cake, cinnamon roll for breakfast. I feel like shit today and I just want to fall into old habits, 'make up' for the unhealthy amount of sugar I've been eating. I know I'd be fucking myself over if I start to restrict, I'm already at an unhealthy weight due to illness, I feel weak and sickly. I just feel depressed and empty in this new city I moved to to salvage a relationship and I know I'm grasping for this one, always reliable, sense of control. I have no drive to do anything else, I just want to not eat and watch YouTube and scroll reddit all day. I want to just lay down and feel empty.

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