My gender dysphoria seems to be mostly physical. I don't care about my name or pronouns. My husband calls me his handsome husband, and uses he/him pronouns for me (only with me) and it feels great, but she/her doesn't bother me. I don't seem to worry about anything else except my physical appearance. This may change if I finally come out to others and begin to transition.

I have thought about starting HRT because I want a male body. I definitely don't like my female body.

I have an intense need for a beard, flat chest, bottom growth, hairier body. I simply want to have a male body. I hate my chest now. I've cut my hair, I don't shave, and it feels amazing, but it's just not enough.

Maybe this is because I'm older and just used to being Called she/her.

I just worry that maybe I'm just different and not in fact a transguy.