After getting out of a decently long relationship, I’ve realized something. Dating as a femboy is hellishly impossible. Not only do I have to dodge creeps and straight guys, even when I land a boyfriend all they want is sex ALL THE TIME. It’s like I can’t be seen as more than a sex object. I’m always treated as an inferior, as something to be thrown away when whoever I’m interested in gets bored. I don’t know if I can keep doing this. I just want to feel like I’m enough for once. Therapy is great but I’ve been suffering from a lack of love my whole life. Every boyfriend I’ve had has either turned out abusive or straight up neglectful. I’m tired of playing second fiddle. I just want to finally feel what it’s like to feel loved. Dating apps are practically useless since everyone on those just wants a quick hookup, and it’s impossible to tell who is into other guys or not. Gay bars are hardly gay anymore either, so can’t do that. No one treats me like I’m a human being, and sometimes my bad thoughts tell me I deserve that, but I know deep down I don’t I just want something real