Big bi masculine “straight acting” country guy with a secret bi fem/sissy/submissive side. Truly love all women and everything about them from their curves to their confidence. I enjoy feeling confident sexy and girly like them but also love the power dynamic of being extremely submissive for both women and men and pleasing someone makes me feel amazing. The role reversal of everything as a whole and taking a break from my everyday life is fun and exciting but I’ve never got to share it with a woman at all and that would be the next step in my sexual exploration/fantasy book.

I grew up totally straight and the thought of anything bi/gay would have never crossed my mind in my younger years. Once I grew up and matured a little I decided I couldn’t allow myself to think like that anymore and my curiosity really peaked after experimenting with my best friend from school. So when I moved away from everyone I knew and didn’t know anyone around me at all I figured it was the best time to explore my sexuality a bit and open my mind from the narrow walls I was raised in mentally. I played with both girls and guys and started using toys on myself and discovered my love for anal play and cumming/squirting hands free eventually leading into wearing girls bras panties and lingerie to add to the excitement. After almost a decade I’ve shared my kinks/fantasies and desires with a few men but ultimately non of the women I ever hooked up with for fear of embarrassment. I know that doesn’t make sense but somehow my love for pleasing anyone whether it be sexually or not always left me scared to please a woman but then tell her I also liked to feel the way she does too. I know I love being submissive and pleasing a man and I think I’m pretty decent at it by this point almost a decade later but I’d really love to share all of this and myself with a woman that shares the same interest in the lifestyle as I do.

I am heavy set so if it’s not your thing I completely understand. Also I’m not interested in findom whatsoever so if that’s your thing please move on.