For some time now, I have been hoping to re-incorporate some aspect of D/s into my life. My experiences have, sadly, been brief and sporadic. I miss the presence and attention of a strong, dominant woman.
Not too long ago, I attempted to find an in-person interaction, but found that I just was not ready for that. Unfortunately, current circumstances have left me somewhat limited (some minor, but nagging, health issues, among others). But I still find myself longing for some connection in this lifestyle. Day after day, I actually pine for the structure and discipline that a D/s dynamic can offer.

I am definitely open to talking with just about anyone and maybe making some new friends here. But it is also my hope to find that very special person that can and will hurt me in all the right ways.

Be it physically, psychologically, emotionally - I would like to hurt for someone. I would like to feel the physical representation of being under someone's guidance and control. I want to sacrifice for someone. I want to be focused on someone else for a change - lost in her needs, amusement, pleasure - so that I can forget some of my own issues, if even for only a while.

Admittedly, I don't have a very high tolerance for physical pain, but I am absolutely willing to push myself (within set limits, of course) and I'm eager to try new things. Just as long as you're willing to pick up and reassemble the pieces each time, I am happy to break for you over and over.

Enthusiastic though I may be to connect with someone, I'm not looking to just rush into things. I'd really like to get to know someone first and develop some level of trust. Just so I don't inadvertently waste anyone's time, I would prefer to keep interactions text-based for a while. But I am open to mic and/or limited cam at some point. I'm also happy to share pictures once we've gotten to know each other. But I'm also okay if things remain anonymous on both sides, if that's preferable.

While I'm not looking for a fantasy and kink dispenser, I do realize kinks are important for developing a dynamic, so I will list few of mine; other than the aforementioned pain, of course. Most of these are things I have experience with, but some I need more instruction/encouragement and/or need to move slowly with: foot/body worship, humiliation, bondage, sensory deprivation, behavior modification, chastity, anal training. This is not an exhaustive list by any means, and like I mentioned before, I'm definitely willing to try new things. I also have a fair amount of limits, which I'm happy to discuss at any point.

I feel I would be most comfortable with someone 28 , but if we really connect there might be some wiggle room on that.

Thanks to all who took the time to read this post. If I've piqued your interest at all, I would love to hear from you!