This is the WORST. Edibles are hit and miss with me if I haven't baked and waited, vapes get me high but I don't stay high. I have to wait til the end of the month to buy a dry herb vape since using my bong is not an option here (please don't list all the ways you think I could sneak smoking a pipe or bong in here, also outside isn't an option 😭😭😭), and I am dying. I use it for ADHD overwhelmed feelings, anxiety, mood stabilizing, and chronic pain, and all are OOC. I am just so fucking beat. This may just turn into the least wanted t-break ever. I'm so tired and all I want is a hit to make the world stop spinning around me like a hurricane. I dunno if I can make it 3 weeks! And I'm missing the first 4/20 with a stoner boyfriend I've had and that suuuuuuuuuuuuuucks. Sigh. Rip one for me.