I’m a 23 YO French guy in last year of engineering degree right now, which discovered MDMA at 19 with an ex girlfriend…. Never touched any drugs before this.. and just fell in love with the substance, 0 limit during the 4-6 first month, rolling every weekend, dropping 250mg first time, and increased much and more,… did limite overdose, had worst sick downtimes… This was in 2020 just after Covid… After months and years of excess, I started to stop, leave this ex-girlfriend and recover…

I didn’t touched anything during a bit less than 1 year, did it 2 times last summer (2023), at festival, and since August 2023 nothing,… But I’m near to take again… I’m in internship in a Canadian city, far away from everyone, there’s rave everywhere, I have a raver roommate, and I’m thinking more and more of the feeling of Rolling, with music, having sex under molly, I can’t forget this feeling…but I know that could destroy my life and I know all the efforts I’ve done between 2021 and now… (eating healthy, many many sports, helped by best friends, etc, etc… What should I do bros…? I’m so near to do a mistake…