I hope you guys did, congratulations!!

It hurts, I was so devastated when I was rejected by my dream university, now this. Pareho yung naramdaman ko noong malapit na yung results, pareho yung kaba, kaya I was scared it might do the same, and it did, now after seeing the results I also felt the same when I was rejected, pero ngayon I'm shaking, my hands are shaking, and I can't sleep well tonight.

Mahirap lang kami, even a cheap quality private college hindi ko kaya, so I was really hoping for this. But I did not make it. Tulad din ng naisip ko sa dream university rejection ko, hindi ko na rin alam kung saan ako pupulutin. I'm just a poor guy.

'Di ko na talaga alam. Hugs to those with the same situations...

Being rejected by that college was the most painful failure, and nararanasan ko na ulit 'yon ngayon. I'm a failure, I'm just a failure, I feel so defeated. 'Di ko na alam kung ano gagawin, 'di ko na rin alam kung saan ako pupulutin.

Anong this-does-not-define-me, this-does-not-define-me!? Wala!! Mama niyo!! Papa niyo this does not define me!! Oo!! It does define me!! Nakakainis!! Paulit-ulit na lang!! Ayaw ko na!!

This is the worst failure of my life, sobrang sobrang sobrang pagod na ko maging hopeful, pagod na pagod na ko maging optimistic, ganito ako since the transition to my teenage years, ilang beses na 'kong nabigo at nasaktan, at iyon ang laging nangyayari tuwing sumusubok ako, ayaw ko na talaga, ayaw ko nang umasa, ayaw ko nang maging optimistic! Suko na talaga ako!