I met this guy for the first time Sunday he doubles my age.

im new to doming, mainly experience hin as 1on1 session as a sub. he knows that. MI mmklwas thinking that being a Dom might be a much better fit since im not good at following orders, not into receiving pain as well.

We had some beers and loved his style, personality, profession, voice and vibe.

He is in a relationship (an unconventional) and im single, the thing is im not sure if i want to date him, cuddle him, talk to him, kiss him or tame him.

Weirdly despite we had a great conversation kissed etc. I feel the interest from him is fading a bit since i believe im Putting him too much attention and sending him ramdom probably unclear messages, like sharing songs etc.

ive only met him once. Asked him today if I could give him an order and he replied that it was too soon for him; wich i thanked him for reminded me of vetting.

He even told me to chill and breathe today 🤣

These feelings and reactions im having are making me doubt of my dom qualitites, but most importantly loosing these interesting connection because of my excitement…