I've had anxiety for as long as I can remember and that does a toll on your self esteem. Then I've never figured out how to date, I saw stupid shit, I'm in general kind of awkward. As a result on the rare occasion I get a date I feel like I'm giving off friend vibes rather than whatever vibes you're supposed to have at a date. That didn't help my already struggling self esteem.

BUT, this year a professional said I might be on the autism spectrum, something I'd considered before, but a mental health profession gave it some footing. So I have a reason why I can't approach women and I suck going on dates.

How you can you help? Just hang out with me would be a great start. Someone said I seem like I've never been around women and they aren't wrong. I'd love to meet up and see if we get along as friends. If we click you can give me advice on fashion, my dating apps, dating, and whatever else you notice I need work on. And the more optimistic end maybe we could be cuddle buddies or you could set me up with a friend or you could take my virginity, but that's all just extra on top of the cake.

Gaining a friend is a delicious triple chocolate cake. Me being part of a friend group puts chocolate chips all over the cake. Cuddle buddies adds some other delicious things. Sex would be like the cake is on top of a fudge sundae or something. Not something I expect but it'd be awesome.

So yeah, if you feel like adopting me, let me know lol. I swear, I can give you stuff through friendship in return, Ive been told I'm loyal, smart, funny, empathetic, and other positive adjectives. I also routinely make 3-5hr drives to see friends so I can travel. I was also called "mom" in college because I'm that kind of friend, the protective one that watches over everyone and helps take care of my friends. Seriously, once you get past my nervousness and my awkwardness, I am a really good and fun person. I just need help