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Im a 40 year old husband and father of one... and I don't know what it is, but over the course of the last year or so, I've just lost the will to do anything positive. I've got tons of unfinished projects around the house, I won't exercise, I won't make healthier food choices, I'm late to work all the time, I won't even clean the house while my wife is out of town. Just can't seem to get myself moving. I was at lunch today at work thinking about it while watching all the people walk by and I burst into tears just thinking about how lazy and apathetic I've been.
People often tell me that if I can't motivate myself for my own sake, I should do it for the sake of my wife and daughter. I can't even get myself going using that as motivation - I find myself thinking they deserve better than me.
Anybody else feeling that way?
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